Monday, May 16, 2011

Allah please guide me.....

kecik-kecik dah rjin....tp me???huh



Assalamualaikum w.b.t olz..hello???apakah aktiviti u olz di wktu-wktu gini???hmm.....msti ada yg sdang berFB,berTwiiter n ada yg sdg mengupdate blog-blog klian..hehe..btw,tenkiu a lot to all my followers yg sudi 'usha' my blog n follow ce citer ce citer slnjutnya..hehe... di suatu mlm yg sunyi..tggal me keseorangan brsama laptop ksayanganku n broadband yg kdg rsa mcm mau cepuk sja!!!hehe.....now,suda Monday la coz jam sdh mnunjukkan wktu 12.27a.m ..eeeeeeee y wktu itu trlalu cpt ha???bknkah best if me ada kuasa or miracle or spirit or apa2 jela yg bole ubh wktu n stopkan kejap.....klu bole alamaknya finish semua..haha.enough2 nieza!!!stop bt lawak yg x brapa lwk tuh..huhu...arrrr mcm gileer me dibuatnnya mlm ni.tahla,today rsa lain...the whole day until now...but now is better than tadi..oh no,tadi rsa mcm mau trjun flat pn ada..hehe..astafirullah....just kidding....no3 rs mcm mau jerit sekuat hati...tahla dlm aty ni mcm2 bnda ..x mau ckp dlm otak coz bnda lain ke smpan dlm otk if smua smpan dlm otak baru la 'MIGRAIN' daku kmbali..oh tidak3....tk sggup......sekali skala ckuplah..hmm..oh ye,continue,tahla skrg dh bulan 5 n MID YEAR sdg brlangsung .....then cuti n back to school.....rest for 3 months then TRIAL..Ya Allah Ya Rabbi....trial then after trial???warrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM)....oh no.....time is running very fast....seriously msa itu trlalu cpt.im scared!!Ya Allah segala-galanya ada dlm hati,otak....semua la....dri hari ke hri bnda tuh sering brmain dlm otak..yerla,sapa yg x rsau bout SPM..tell me???ye mybe ad but certain people yg tdk memikirkan khidupan after 10 years....my parents,teachers,friends n smua yg berusia dripada me sering mnasihati dri ini.....SPM...plis do the best gal....ya...im sure all candidates for SPM akn diberitahu prkara yg sma...tp yg mmnbezakan kita ialah apabila kita mnjadi 'HARAPAN' orang tua yakni harapan Ibu & Ayah....huh.....berat beb!!! selalunya yg mnjadi harapan ialah anak Sulung & Bongsu..n me.....Muhaniza Binti Muhamad ialah anak yg bongsu....n just now my mum said 'niza lah harapan mak sbb tu mk sggup bgi apa sja niza nak.' .....Ya Allah.....trsentuh gileerr hati ni beb......rsa mcm sbuah tggungjwb yg sgt3 berat dihempap ats bdn yg jtuh dri menara trtinggi di Malaysia iaitu KLCC ....fuhhh....cmno tuh???lgi la rsa mau jerit....try to frget but it still in my mind...how come???yes,me ialah org yg suka berfikir.....so smpai bila pun akan fkir..guys,bkn parents shj yg mghrapkan itu ttapi my friends also n kbanyakan org disekeliling me...wow....itu yg bt me rsa 'i have to do the best for SPM' .....tp kan,skap kemalasan yg pd thap  taula nk ckp...seriuosly.....Y???tahla....i dnt knw how to solve this problem....stndrd ar beb Lazy ialah stu skap yg semua org ada cuma byk & ckit yg mmbezakan kita....tp me ni x tahu la kdg2 dia rjin trlebih (puji dri sat noh) n kdg2 tuh mls ya Allah.....unta padang pasir pn tadak mls mcm ini la...hehe.....yes.....ya i know..masa dh x ckup.....hari brgnti hari.....day by day.....in everyway..im getting better n smarter..ha kan,dh trkeluar slogan sekolah kesayanganku...kikikiki....cite-cite me mmg besar..n is not easy to be larh! mmrlukan pgorbanan yg besar trsgt..yes! is ok....i'll try my best.....Insyaallah..dgn doa-doa Ibu Bapa,teachers,friends & brkat usaha daku takder yg mustahil...kejayaan tdak mengenal siapa cuma yg pntg usaha....yes!!! i have to..i need....i should..i will.....plis Muhaniza Muhamad, think bout u future........n guys,whose read my post plis doakan daku supaya dberikan kekuatan,keazaman & semangat utk me truskan pjuangan dlm mengejar cita-cita..... n Ya Allah please GUide Me.....








p/s:mcm mn la org yg bole score smpai straight A's + tu eah???gilee arr..otak apa la !!!

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